what a joke -_-

Hai~~~~ this morning i made a joke out of myself T^T . if u read bout my previous entry u'll know that im getting my result this morning at 10am. yesterday i was still hoping that i could get a cumulative GPA of 3! what a joke.. this morning i took a closer look at it n i realized that i only had 2.3 instead of 2.7 -__- how e hack am i able to catch up sia.. impossible!! so i got disheartened.. sob.. it was actually 2.5 for my diploma.. sad.. kinna low u know n i ask my bf n he said for gpa like this is a grade of B- ...... what annoys me is the "-"! minus some more.. zzzz y dun jus A, B or C!? Haiz.. B- jus look so off.. make it B la.. Haiyo~~ i know i should stop complaining since it's decided.. ZZ ok i stop. Sniff.. sniff..

well. today i started looking for jobs and had my resume ready at jobsDB n jobsCentral.. havent submitted to any company yet.. jus posted and set it "available to all" so sompany can access my resume. but i still lack of a photo on it. lol.. will update again someday~

i like the first track of my player -innocence Avril Lavigne is the best!

"this is the best feeling~~"

I am no longer a student!

Yeah~~ finally i done with poly life!! feel so great n relax~~ =w=

i jus had my gradshow on last fri n sat n i stood from 9-10 on fri n 1-830 on sat! wah piang the first day was really tiring n my legs went weak when i got back hm.. -_- anyway it was held at Raffles hotel jubilee hall at the 3rd level. we displayed our project like how IT show organize their event, and we too, do like the IT show staffs, standing at our booth n explain to whoever came to our booth. on the first day, mainly the industry ppl were the one coming to look at our works and ask us questions becos they wanted to recruit student to their company i guess. N on the second day was mainly for parents n frens for visit. it was fun though it was tiring as well, it was also a great experience.. MAN I COULDN'T BELIEVE I'M DONE WITH IT! XD no much pics were taken, in fact i only took 1 with Jess xp cos i camera shy la.. LOL! i left the place quite early so i guess thats the reason y i wasnt in the photos they took n posted on FB.. anyway most importantly, i am graduated!! aw~~ n tmr will be the release of my result for the last semester of my study! i wish i could get at least a GPA of 3? i know it's hard especially with my current GPA of 2.7 only =.= .. however i wish miracle happens ba.. cos if i got a 3 at least, i'm eligible to enter Uni. XD think far ar.. haha.. let nature takes its course ba. :D:D:D:D:D~~ will be updating again tmr bout the result!

finally got my laptop back! :D

yup yup my lappy went to the hospital for around 3 weeks! ;( i was not very pleased with acer with the previous repair cos last oct i brought my laptop to acer for repair n i got it back the following week but guess wat? the moment i got it back, it spoiled. -__-" i was like "ZZZZ1" but i didn't have time to call acer and bring it to the repair center and wait for the bloody 2 weeks again! i had my bloody project to do and it is chasing after me cos the deadline is sooo near! so, i could't afford the time to be wasted, i decided to bear with the abnormality and make do with whatever i had then. it was frustrating n i got very irritated when i my work was being done a lot but i forgotten to save it! OMG~~ 囧 this is madness~~~~ it happened a lot of times dude, not once, not twice, not trice! many many times! ZZZZ

but now, i got it back~~ =w=~~ i'm so happy cos:

#1: no latency when playing FB game (imagine usual lag x 5 + usual speed x 0.2) -_- u know what i mean?

#2: i can now type faster cos when i type on my bf's keyboard, they seem too far apart for my fingers Oo

#3: i can play games again! ^^

last time, i got DC or my laptop completely hang whenever i login to maple or cabal, the extend is not jus "ctrl + alt + del", not so simple, all i could so is "force shut T^T".. whenever i did that , i felt that im killing my laptop slowly.. sob.. force shut it is like so "Ouch!" actually not jus for games.. i encountered a few times when i was using flash, illustrator.. ok, i know it's too much but sometimes, with photoshop and browser all opening at once. -.- (im doing my project ma.. these programs have to be opened :p) the next thing was.. my pointer started to frozen at the point is was before i moved it, no response when i "ctrl + alt + del".. n i will ....... 囧 ~~ again.. i knew i had to do the magical move again. force shut. -.- damn. c what i meant for frustrating? i didn't save my work yet, ahahaha.. lalala... WTFWTHOMGBBQ.... i gotto do all over again ZZZ

but now, it's over, no more, full stop. now my laptop runs smoothly, no hang, no pms, no nothing. im so glad~~ hope it stays like this as long as it can cos my warranty is expiring soon. very soon. maybe another month or so?

currently i've a gradshow event going on this fri n sat (my weekend burn again ;( ) n i still gotto refine my project for that omg.. this is like nv ending like that, sian... then i have to do a business card for myself cos some guests r invited for the gradshow and some might be my potential future boss? though i don't think im that great to work for them cos i know where i stand ;) besides that, each group have to create an "A0" poster! .. hello... u think they blind can't c? so big for what n it's so costly! what the fish man.. HAI!! man this 3rd yr of school is so expensive and mind-cracking! -.- my brain juice was almost drying when i was doing my project cos it is well.. brain-cracking XD idk what will best describe it lol.

another thing i doing beside those i mention above will be job-hunting. Goldmine.... im looking for u! but, imnot sure whether im lack of confidence or what, i always think that i dun have enough skill or talent to be what my course has mold me to be. i have interest to be a designer, but my skill is very limited. when i look for the jobs requirement, whenever im qualified for A, B, C, im sure disqualified for D, E n F. there's always something im lack of.. or there r sure some of it i'd not interest on, for instance; JSP, JAVA, or actionscript wrinting. -__- im totally dread programming language. but i like designing, pure design like using photoshop, illustrator or flash for animating, but not AS3, i can't do it really. i know where i stand.

i wish i will get a job soon n i'll sure update bout it here! :D be hold!