Saturday, September 11, 2010

Day 3...

Entry created: 11 Sept 2010
Mood: .........

I still miss u very much as u r sooo far away from me. However i hope u enjoy ur days there even more cos i cherish ur life too. well, i will c u very soon cos it's sat now. tmr i shall fetch you from the airport and once again, i have to worry again for ur flight coming back. I really hope it will be as smooth as how u went to HK. I hope everything goes smoothly.

The more i look at ur FB, the more annoyed i became. Due to the girl who u joined her clan in the game (u didnt know it was a girl at that time so i didnt blame u at all). Things like this annoy me very much but i keep telling myself that u have your freedom in doing anything, so i shall not stop u in anything at all. U could say i'm selfish, but who isn't selfish in relationship? I get jealous because u r my bf, simple as that. U should start worry if i dont isn't it? but still i tell myself not to spoil ur holiday n let u decide what to do on ur own when u come back.

Lastly, i really miss you a lot, more than u can imagine. I guess thats y the saying goes : "absence makes the heart fonder" it's so true.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Day 1...

Date created: 8 Sept 2010
Mood: worry sick :..(

of missing u my dear :( seriously i was very worried. I worry for many things like, ur flight from here to HK, ur stay there, will u meet any unwanted ppl while walking on the street & on ur way back here on plane... :( things that u worried for me when i was travelling back to Msia. :...( i dun wish for anything but ur safety only. I'd been thinking and praying in my heart for ur safety and good health ever since morning, n i was starring in the blank thinking of u all the while till now. :( i know im overly doing it, but i jus too afraid to lose u thats y. Do u understand? :(

Well, i was more at ease when i received ur sms at 5pm+ saying u arrived smoothly there :...) im so glad.