when will i get a job?

entry created: 19th May 2010

mood: my sky is so grey~

well frankly speaking i am pretty stress about it, especially when i am currently staying at my bf's house, the more i feel uneasy if i not working n contributing rite? anyone understand how i feel? Hmmm... i've tried many many times in applying the jobs i saw in the major job search websites.. n tried many applications but i could only say, 2 out of 10 will get back to me. D: part of the reason for this i guess is due to my cert. I am majoring in design field but the job i applying is HR, an office job. U may ask y i choose job that is unrelated to my field of studies? my answer is, i c more prospects if i choose biz than design. Of course my passion is still there for designing however, i do not like the style of working as one.. after been thru my internship, it totally changed my mind set. the other reason to it is, HR or office job has better chances of career advancement such as promotions or better work experience if i wanna change a job environment, am i right to say that? I know it's hard but i really really hope one day an ideal one will find me n allow me to have a chance to learn from scratch. :D i strongly believe that, but now the problem is the pressure i have now =.= whenever there is no news or the interview failed, i felt very weird to face my bf's mother.. like i'm a piece of furniture in the house, hai.. i know she doesn't mind and she doesn't push me or hurry me to find a job, it's jus my own problem feeling weird. Hmmm.. do u understand? Gosh.. best is to let me hold a job!