What a disappointment

Entry created: 23 June 2010

Mood: Not good

Rmb the job i mentioned earlier... i was working on Mon actually and quit on the second day. Some reasons for it are:

1. the environment aren't friendly. No one spoke to me thru out the day even when lunch i was eating alone. Even before reaching my working place, i saw one of the colleagues at the bus stop and she pretended nv c me at all. zzz
2. the same girl i said who didnt c me at the bus stop, again she ignored me. while i was passing by her, out of courtesy i smile at her, she saw it and jus looked away! WTF? y so no manners?
3. this is the most impt reason because it's the first thing that changed my mind in working there. Before i started working, i was told that this job isn't easy cos it's exportation. And it needed many months of training to understand what's going on n how to do it. But the woman who is guiding me is leaving in a week time n i supposed to take over her position and she told me that i have not much time left. == i was like "wth? clearing up the shit left by u?"

U know there small little things which also contribute to the bad working environment i defined, such as the route there, how secluded the area is as well as how low the salary is. But all these i could forget about it because i also understand that i dun have much experience and there are ppl who work far more than me. So i jus take it, it's ok for me really.. but things like throwing the jobs to me and working in such unfriendly environment aren't what an ideal or fair working place i'm looking for. I mean, i'm not picky but how would u feel during ur first day of work n got what i faced? How does that affect your point of view? well it changed me drastically. Jus to be frank.

apart from this.. another thing i'm facing is my bf's family. I am so faceless and felt inferior for being jobless. Really, especially when the sis who graduated the same time as i am and already started working for 2 months, the more i felt uneasy. It's like staying over for free u know? I dun wanna feel this way therefore i wan to work. Not only for avoiding these but to earn money for myself n future too.