1st day of school! ZZZ!

yup today is the first day of school after my 3 weeks holiday which passed so quickly!! Damn! Gosh today is so boring man~~ holiday mood still lingering in the air.. -__-" really wish i could quickly end this studies and work soon!! (frens any job recommanding?? i'll be graduating this april~~ :D)

OK, today i reached the school at 1030am. late for 30 mins -.- almost couldnt wake up this morning cos i insomnia and every night is a torment to me when i try so hard to slp yet can't! god, kill me. i have this module called entrepreneur c**** i*** (ECI) i dunno the full word of it LOL! this module consist of 2 major assignment; simulation game & business plan writing(BPW). we got a "A" for simulation game which we completed b4 terms break and it made the whole class "hostile" in a way cos every groups tried to win each other and study strategy -.- i dun like it even though we won the first place, but it seems like frens among became enemy. but luckily it had over :D~ ok, now we have to do the BPW and it is another bore n dry thing to me D: omg.. sian~ we gotto come out with a business plan that is: profitable, feasible, improving ppl's life, blah blah... dun really rmb what r the criteria cos i dun really so into it :O but it requires lot's of brain-storming! (><") it's only a 3 credit module and we r giving so much time and energy into it! -_- in parallel with my final yr project and grad show thingy.. *gasping for air* gimme a break pls! O! did i mention i am the leader of my FYP team? today i met my supervisor and he asked: "ping hui so how's the progress?" and i answered: "nothing, we met only once during the holiday." dots.. he must be thinking whether im serious in the project. -.- of course i am! but does anyone knows? i dun look like i care or anything, really, but i'm very worried always! everyday! including weekends! ppl's rest day, im worried bout fyp, b4 i slp, im worried bout fyp, when celebrating festive outside, my mind couldn't get away from fyp, everyday im thinking bout it! but i couldnt do anything u know? cos my role is to do animation, but i gotton wait for graphics cos i dun in-charge of designing. so i waited, waited and waited. -.- we r way behind schedule!! badly!! sian sia! it makes me headache and im like a zombie... HAI! who can save me~~?

another thing that im so upset is that the wonderful fyp presentation is scheduled around 15th - 18th. great, CNY period, meaning i can't go back again this CNY n it has been 2 yrs i hacent gone back. i m very anticipating for this yr's CNY becos my god-mom will be back from Australia finally cos she rarely comes back.. but i couldn't c her now, n my grand-mother, she is so old now. i hope to go back becos whenever i step into m'sia, my mind has no worries at all.. no stress, no work, no deadlines.. all i leave them behind in SG.. i want to go back, visit my country and lovely relatives.. and reunion with all of them, but sadly i can't. :(