really... i am not happy

entry created: 16th april 2010

i know i am. but saying it out is difficult cos feeling is hard to describe in words..

it hadn't been just 1 day only, it has been accumulated ever since.. i am just so lonely and upset now. i know what people will say; "someone else is worst or unfortunate than you." pls, i had enough, pls dun tell me that. I dun need to be comforted if you r going to say that, pls spare me by jus keeping quiet.

to whom have hurt me, i beg for your awareness, pls dun further the pain.